1. |
Zero'd
02:48
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Sometimes it's hard to wake up from yesterday
Trying to face up to the mistakes I've made
But I make a point to always try
Try and be the best you,
And not let them beat you!
But sometimes I ask myself 'What is The Point?'
It's hard to see the method in our ways
Like we're trying to eviscerate the lives we lead
Hate and destruction with no end in sight
It's not something I want in my life
Even if it may be the end, I'm gonna always try!
Get up! Get up!
We say we want more, but then continue to fight
We say we want better, but are afraid to do whats right
Silenced to silence, sometimes we don't say a word
What are we aiming for?
Is it what we're looking for?
And whats the point if we're just gonna fight
It's hard to see the method in our ways
Like we're trying to eviscerate the lives we lead
Hate and destruction with no end in sight
It's not something I want in my life
Even if it may be my end, I'm gonna always try!
Get up! Get up!
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2. |
Indifference
02:23
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We could talk but never mention a thing close to our hearts
But what's the fucking point?
If connection is human, and so is passion...
Then what the fuck are we?
We could smile
But never let our eyes meet
Or purse our lips
But never let the heart speak
But what good is that smile?
This code of emotional indifference
can burn the fuck down
BURN THE FUCK DOWN
Lives drawn on maps of edicate
To be free of emotion
To be free of selflessness
It only leads to more interactions
Of indifference
To be chained to... the feared perception of others
To be chained to... our weakest thoughts
Just follow the code and suppress
Every-fucking-Thing, Fuck that
We Break
And never walk inside
We Break
We never cross those lines
We Walk
But we never stand and talk
We Lie
To ourselves, fuck this noise!
This code of emotional indifference
can burn the fuck down
Your code of emotional indifference
can burn the fuck down
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3. |
Reopening
02:45
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Heart pounds
Unwound
My Heart
Inside
I want to kiss your face but, I don't want to ruin this and
Palm sweat
Decline
Rev Up
Overstand
It can't get better than this, or am I losing my mind
Your face
Your mind
Your hands
Next to mine
I just want to be your man but, I gotta be so fucking careful
Broken hearts
Broken lives
Deep issues
Inside
Can we overcome this bullshit, and be something better than us
We could be together or not
Hard to see but I'd rather try
Come together or fall apart
I could see you being in my life
We can try
We can try
to be the ones we never had
We could try, everyday
We speak
To each
To Know
It Matters
Our words bring understanding
To a world so complicated
We try
To be
The ones
We know
Can do better than bullshit
Unlock joy in our lives
We see
We feel
We know
We love
Ego hinders compassion
So we put it aside
The heart
It grows
In service
In love
Of these two different people
Trying to stand above
We could try to walk the words we speak
We could try to make a life
Built on empathy and compassion
Partners intertwined in life
We could try
We could try
To be the ones we never had
We could try, everyday
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4. |
Smile
02:36
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You can't always tell
What lay behind their eyes
Even though the outsides smilling
THe inside might be dying
...pray to tell to me
You can't believe everything you see
Its just another face to wear
Depression and Anxiety
Dressed to avoid giving a scare
If you could see the feelings in me
You'd run and hug me
If you could hide the sadness in me
It would be with this smile
A dressed up depression
You can believe what you want
Nothing is forever
But sometimes it seems to never quit
I'm always searching for hope in me
We can't always be happy and smiling
When we can't stop thinking about dying
Since the day I was born
I was looking down on myself
Something broken in me
You can't believe everything you see
Its just another face to wear
Depression and Anxiety
Dressed to avoid giving a scare
If you could see the feelings in me
You'd run and hug me
If you could hide the sadness in me
It would be with this smile
This broken smile
This fucked up broken smile
This broken smile
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5. |
She Says
02:54
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When she says, 'We gotta talk'
I just cringe and say... 'Ok'
When she says 'This aint you'
I just cringe and say...'fuck!'
I'm not like this all the time
But it has a way working your mind
And she knows all the signs
The tells, the ticks, the nervousness
And by now she knows all my lines
They can't be all my better days
Sometimes life will fuck you up
But she tries to be my friend those days
But with a friend in my life
I've got that supportive side
Head down to bear the dark, the shadow, indifference
And get back to my life
It can't be all my better days
Sometimes life will fuck you up
But she tries to be my friend those days
Sometimes I want to run and hide
Sometimes I want to fucking die
Sometimes...
When she says, 'We gotta talk'
I just cringe and say... 'Ok'
When she says 'This aint you'
I just cringe and say...'I hear you'
I've got a friend in me
I've got a friend with me
I've got a friend with me
I've got a friend with me
I've got a friend in me
I've got a friend with me
I've got a friend in me
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6. |
Things I Dont Know
02:14
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Sometimes I think I know the world around me
Sometimes I think I may know it all
And it can be humbling to realize
All the things that I don't know
All of the things
All of the things I don't
All of the things
All of the things I don't know
Fuck!
Sometimes I think im right
Just to find I had it wrong
But is it more important to be right?
Or to admit when i don't know
Throwing words in disagreement
About a thing that we thought was
And then find that maybe i got the facts
A little wrong, a lotta wrong
More of the things
More things that I don't
More of the things
More things that I don't know
Fuck!
Sometimes I think im right
Just to find I had it wrong
But is it more important to be right?
Or to admit that i don't know
Truth can be so hard to admit
When youve stake your place and claim
And it take vulnerability
To admit your complete fucking wrongness
Sometimes I think im right
just to find I had it wrong
but is it more important to pretend I am right?
or to admit that i don't know
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7. |
Like Love
02:27
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If you fill your heart with love
Someone will want to hold it inside
Like a mantra as they walk this life
When they find symetery with you
Love, compassion, and empathy,
Will never steer you bad,
And when you learn to put fear aside,
You can walk this world as you
We've got to be the ones we love
In everything we do
We've got to be the ones we want to love
Everyday
Growth, and learning, and understanding,
Can help calm the fear,
Kindness, persistence, and loyalty,
Assure you never walk alone...
We've got to be better than what came before
We've got to be better than what we known before
We've got to live like we know we can
We've got to risk it and live like we love
A.M.P
A.M.P
I've heard your heart and I got your love
Like a mantra I will walk this line,
A case study in living proof
Of everything I hold true inside
We've got to be the ones we love
In everything we do
We've got to be the ones we want to love
Everyday
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8. |
Distracted
02:21
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We fall
(we fall)
Helplessly
But decidely
Into this imagery
Masquerading as information
We try to live our lives
While being blasted from all sides
Picking amongst the fruit
But we don't know what it means
Look away, look away from all I see
Turn away, Turn away from all I see
Look away, look away from all I see
Against fodder for self-destruction
As we try to occupy
The quiet space in our minds
We open the door to industry
Designed to prey on our anxiety
Counting the clicks of an endless stream
Of content pumped in to our lives
Can you tell me?
Whats wrong with us
That we are so afraid
To be alone with ourselves?
Hungry for meaning
And value in our selves
We follow a stream of imgagery
Selling hopes of better things
Of better selves and beter days
If we just can buy these things
Can you tell me?
Whats wrong with us
That we are so afraid
To be ok with ourselves?
They're selling panic
On the tv
Anything to catch our eye
Put distrust and fear inside
Keep us on the edge of oh fuck
And in-sanity
Mediated insanity
Can you tell me?
Whats wrong with us
That we are so afraid
To be ok with it off?
We gotta be ok
With uncertainty
Just try, to be ok
Just try, to be ok
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9. |
Eager Kid
02:01
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An eager punk kid waits,
Now what do you believe?
About the world,
And beating hearts,
And beaten souls,
And everything...
Your voice
My voice
Our voice
Calling out everything we know true
Your voice
My voice
Our voice
Calling out everything
An eager punk kid waits,
To hear the truth,
To hear your heart,
To call it out,
To fuck it up
To celebrate the death of everything that they know is fake..
And burn it,
Burn it down
And rebuild it
And burn it down
Rebuild it
And burn it down
And fucking rebuild it
An eager punk kid waits...
So what are you gonna sing?
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10. |
Inpatient
02:25
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Sitting quietly
In this chaotic place
The next few hours will tell her fate
She hopes She's lived her life for something She believes
And She tries
To keep her faith
There hooking up IVs
Machines start to beep
She tries to break it down to a moment at a time,
As all She's ever known comes crashing at her
And she tries
To keep Her faith
The doctors all arive
Flashing nervous smiles
And they won't look her in the eyes when they say
They have no idea how this is gonna be
When your prepared to go
You can only think so far
About your loved ones and the life youve led
About the spirit of life, and the spirit of love
And she's got her faith
She's shared her thoughts
She's shared her heart
She's shared her life
She shares her love
And She's got her faith
Her love
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